Majesty 4/22

How bad could it be they said
but do they know who she is
Her I am stuck eating bread
While she is called princess

I am a peasant, this I do know
I only but wish she could see
the love for her I bestow
I wish....my majesty

I can't stand back and embrace this pain
I love her so much, till the end of my days 
I'm going mad, completely insane
I wish I could woe her in some way

She looks at me with such desire
is it just me or is she coming this way
I fell my love burn on fire
when she kiss me as if it was ok

it was. 

crisis crystal 4/14

He empties his hands to the cashier as she releases the change in the cash register 

He stares down ever cent that clinges to the slot.

As each cent hits her voice rings the amout released, "one, two, three....seventy-two..."

knowing he was short on so much, he pulls out his gun.

The fear in her eyes screamed at him as his hands begin to tremble.

This isn't want he wanted, had never paid exact change, and he only knew what his father had taught him.

Her lips begin to tremble as tears strolled down her rosy cheeks.

His heart began to sick when he stared at her more. 

He drops the gun, and embraces her. 

He couldn't do what he grew up to be.

4/7/16 Daylight desperation

Is this all you really need?
I feel I am missing something
Is it the cold night breeze?
Or the way you can beautifully sing?

I've no idea, too much to wonder
I guess I should dig into life
and suggest a way to ponder
that will take me to high.

I guess it's your love I miss the most
the feel of everything gathering in
and the way your love floats
or am I just a horrible sin?

I feel more intimate than I usually do
the fire glows too bright for me
but I love looking at you
oh god! help me please.

It's me. This night. Just everything
Why me? When will the sin rise
I need this to end. I feel the sting.
You cause me to sin, tonight!

I'm in desperate need of the light.
to let him know to go
He cause me to not do right
Go home! So they won't know.

3/1/16 destiny intimidates its own call

So many fear, of their future's home.
Is it fear of not getting back
Or fear of being a lone
Or old age and a heart attack. 

Why must it all come down to this
Where the world strives for a better past
All that was long ago dismissed
Why can't they see it all won't last. 

Future holds a better name
A better understanding 
It won't all be the same 
This world is changing 

We all try to change the view of life
But place your heart some where pure 
And find a better thing to strive 
And things will be better for sure

I promise it'll all get better soon
Hold firm your shaking ground
Because it'll get better for you
We all just need to hear that sound,

Virtue holds withered peddles. 3/25/16

He loves me, he loves me not

I lie here as the peddles rot

I need the life of a gorgeous bloom

Not here in a lonesome room

I want him here in my sight

So I can hold him strongly tight

None of which my heart desires

Lies in this rooms, but lighting fires

Soon now he'll be my destiny

I'll just wait till he comes for me

He calls through clouds and whispers at night

But it's not the same when he's not in sight

Holding my life like a bucket of water

I'll always think of him, he matters

Things will turn out more than it appears

Better hopefully with no fears

He'll be here, I'll be here, its virtue

But in the end we pay our dues

Life doesn't hold on forever

But always got to make the better. 

My tourniquet 3/11/16

"Hush!" He would say in the dead of night.

"Must you be so loud! They'd catch you in sight!"

Can this world be of peace or of wondrous view

Can't we all just be understanding and not refuse 

This world seems bitter and quite demise 

It's crazy, unreal, it's gets me by surprise

"Stop thinking out loud my dear!"

My mind is so over whelmed with fear

"Quiet yourself and be prepared!"

I can't! I'm nervous! I'm scared!

We let loose of the engine, cut the brakes

Jumped the car and was gone without a trace.  

Cold endure 3/4/16

The darkness brews on the cold summer night
I hold his hand while it's love we fight
Strong and steady we stand for hours
Waiting for that one moment to be ours

He grabs hold of my face as my hair blows along
He kisses my cold cheek and then hums a song
I smile ever so slightly to let him know I hear
I hear his heart finally overcoming fear.

"Does my love for you show just enough?"
He leans again and whispers "my love?"
My eyes grow tired but my heart leads me wake
For I knew that I had all of it for him to take

I'm not afraid of his immense love
I know that when I die well together above
So what more could I possible endure
Only the fact that I fear nothing cause he is pure.